A friend of mine and I have been thinking about drinking the Kool-Aid. I actually bought some Kool-Aid last week. I think I'm going to join the cult this coming Monday.
What is the cult I speak of? Home schooling.
Yes, we too are going to join the
cult club. I've been considering homeschooling for about 3 years now. But have really felt it tugging at my heart strings more strongly for the past year or so. There are a number of reasons Chris and I are leaning toward home schooling. I hesitate to share them all because so many people become defensive when I share our reasons. But they are
our reasons. I'm not saying that what works for our family is going to work for your family. I'm not saying that my choices are better, worse, more "right" than your choices. But these are ours.
1. Hannah has really struggled with reading and excelled in math and patterning. But over the last semester in first grade, we've not seen much improvement in reading and have seen her going backwards in math. Things that were second nature for her at the end of kindergarten have been lost in translation somehow. I feel like working with her one on one at her level (whether that be advanced or behind) will help her.
2. I've felt our family being pulled in so many different directions and wanted to simplify our lives. Homeschooling a K-2 child should take an average of 2-3 hours a day according to the literature. This will provide Hannah with more "kid" time and our evenings won't feel so rushed, because we won't have jumped in the van at 3, out of the van at the store, into the house, do your homework (yes, in first grade), back in the van, off to the activity, back home, back in bed. Rinse and Repeat.
3. I want to be a stronger influence in my child's spiritual, emotional, and social development. I want to be the one to model appropriate behaviors and attitudes. Currently, Hannah is out of bed at 7, leaves the house at 7:45. Home at 3:15, in bed at 7:30. That means that I have 5 total hours with her. Some of that time is spent rushing to get to school, and some of the time is spent with a tired, grumpy, hungry child. I want the best of her hours. Not the left overs.
I was homeschooled until I reached high school so I do have a working knowledge of what it entails. I do worry about my lack of "me time," I do worry about knowing how to teach her things, I do worry about her missing out on the traditional school experiences.
But I'm super excited to spend more quality time with her. I'm excited to see her blossom and grow because of what I'm teaching her. I'm excited for our family to spend more time together. I'm excited to teach her science from a Christian perspective.
But I'm also scared.